"You will have to show a largesse of mind and a kindness of heart far above average in order not to judge me too harshly and also to forgive the scurrilous descriptions, often detailed in coarse terms of the abominations in which I participated against all my principles"
"I have no choice but to convince this sadistic psychopath of my total submission and execute all her orders, as obscene as they may be, my very survival depends on it. I must, I want to prove my total devotion, my servility, my complete obedience"
